Journal Entries
Every weekday you will find a journal entry here from someone different in our church family. 
 
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John 15

Scripture

John 15:27

And you also must testify, for you have been with me from the beginning.

Observation – What does it say?

Jesus is having his last conversation with his disciples before he will be arrested and taken from them. In this conversation he goes back and forth between comforting and teaching them. He says in these couple verses that he will send the Holy Spirit from the Father to them and the Holy Spirit will testify about Jesus. And, Jesus says to his disciples that they must testify as well.

Understanding – What does it mean?

Jesus expects those who have been with him to share about him with others.

2 Corinthians 5:17

18 All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: 19 that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting people’s sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. 20 We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God.

The apostle Paul pointed out to the Corinthian Christians that after God reconciled us to himself, God gave us this message of reconciliation. He says we are Christ’s ambassadors, not I am Christ’s ambassador. Testifying about Christ is not the obligation of a select few super-Christians, but of every believer. And we’re never sharing alone. We have the Holy Spirit who we’re partnering with!
 
The majority of our neighborhoods, schools, workplaces and families are filled with people who don’t know Christ. And as Christians, we must testify by simply sharing the good news of salvation with them and how we have experienced him in our lives. Souls are on the line!

Jesus said, “Follow me and I will make you fishers of men.” The primary role for every Christian is a fisherman.  Jesus’ desire is to make us all into fishermen. The primary purpose for which we are on this earth is to catch lost souls and bring them into the kingdom.  Are we living on purpose?

Life Application

Testify!  Not only is it an amazing privilege to be used by God to save others, but it is a great responsibility.

God, please forgive us for neglecting our responsibility to share about you with others. And bless us to be a soul winning church! Fill us with courage and grant us opportunities to share with others about you today and this weekend. And please prepare the hearts of those we will share with. Fill them with a hunger for you and an openness to the gospel. Amen.
 
– Levi Thompson
 
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John 14

Scripture
 
John‬ ‭14:26-27‬ ‭
 
 “But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
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Observation
 
Jesus was comforting His disciples letting them know that He would not leave them alone, although He would be leaving this world and ascending to where His Father was soon. Jesus said He was going to send them a Helper, His Holy Spirit, who would remind them of everything He taught them. 
 
Understanding
 
Jesus never left His disciples alone.
 
He gave them His Holy Spirit, revealed Himself to them when He resurrected and promised to prepare a place for them. He was and continues to be a God of all comfort evident through how He comforted His disciples before His death. 
 
“Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.”
‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭1:3-4‬ ‭NIV‬‬
 
Life Application
 
 Be comforted knowing that He is Emmanuel (God with us) and He has not left us alone either.
 
Jesus will never abandon us and the fact that He has left us His Holy Spirit is evidence of that, as well as the fact that He is preparing a place for us.
 
The Bible likens Jesus’ relationship with the Church (His bride), to a husband’s relationship to His wife.  Moses and I put a deposit down on an apartment 1 month before we got married, but only Moses lived in it, while I stayed at my parents’ house. During that time, he was preparing the place for us and even refused to sleep in the master bedroom (the only room with a bed) until I moved in after marriage because he wanted to keep it sacred. He slept on a futon in the other bedroom. He was preparing that place for us because he knew he was going to take me as his bride a month later because He loved me. 
Now, back to Jesus and His love for His church.  Not only did He leave us the Holy Spirit to be our helper and counselor in this world, but the fact that Jesus is preparing a place for us is evident of His love for us also. 
 
So, what are we to do while we wait for His return? How do we respond? We respond by living for Jesus. He loved us first, so loving Him in return should come naturally as we plug into His love for us daily.
 
 “In fact, this is love for God: to keep his commands. And his commands are not burdensome, for everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith. Who is it that overcomes the world? Only the one who believes that Jesus is the Son of God.”
‭‭1 John‬ ‭5:3-5‬ ‭NIV‬‬
 
As Pastor Levi shared on Sunday and Pastor Gary has said as well, it’s not enough to make Him Savior, but we need to make Him Lord. As we await His return, we prove our love for Him by plugging into His love for us and His Word daily and obeying His commands. As Scripture stated, His commands are not burdensome because He loved us first and gave us His Spirit.
 
Dear Lord, I thank You that You are Emmanuel and the God of all comfort in my life. Thank You that it is not a burden to obey Your commands as I chose to respond to Your love me first. I pray for others like me who need the reminder that we weren’t meant to  work hard for Your affection, but instead be filled with Your love, Your Word and Spirit first. Thank You for Your constant reminder that You loved me first before I had anything to offer You. Amen.
 
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-Michelle Gaddi


John 13

Scripture

John 13: 34-35

“So now I am giving you a new commandment: Love each other. Just as I have loved you, you should love each other. Your love for one another will prove to the world that you are my disciples.”

Observation-What does it say?

Jesus knows that his time in the world was soon coming to an end, and that he would be retuning to his Father in Heaven. So Jesus spends his last night with his disciples, eating with them, and washing their feet. Jesus was demonstrating to the very end the love he has for them. And now before he leaves them, Jesus instructs them with one final command, to love each other the way he has loved them.

Understanding-What does it mean?

If we as Christ Followers are called to love the way Jesus did, we must love blindly and unconditionally.

As I read this chapter, I am in awe of how loving Jesus is. Jesus knew who He was, where He came from, and where He was going. Still, Jesus had no sense of entitlement about Him. He served humbly all those in need, and willingly laid down His life for all. Jesus especially demonstrated this love the night He washed His disciples feet. I mean here was God in the flesh, and here He was in a lowly servant’s position washing His disciples feet. Not only that, but Jesus was still willing to wash the feet of Judas…the one who was going to betray Him! He shared an intimate dinner with Judas, and He washed his feet. He showed the same love to Judas, as He showed to the rest of His disciples. Now that is what I call a blind and unconditional love! How many of us can do that?

“But anyone who does not love does not know God, for God is love.”-1 John‬ ‭4:8‬ ‭NLT‬‬

Life Application

 “If you love only those who love you, what reward is there for that? Even corrupt tax collectors do that much. If you are kind only to your friends, how are you different from anyone else? Even pagans do that. But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect.” ‭Matthew‬ ‭5:46-48‬ ‭NLT‬‬

I try to remind myself of this verse every time I find myself heading down the path of anger and revenge towards the “unloveable”. I’m not going to lie, but it is something I struggle with. I tend to lean towards cursing my enemy instead of blessing them. It’s something I know God is trying to work in and through me as we speak. Doing today’s Soul Journal is a great reminder for me that I am far from perfect, and that I need to abide with the Holy Spirit in order to overcome this fault of mine.

Dear Jesus, forgive me for letting anger and pride get in the way of loving those you have called me to love. The grace, mercy, forgiveness, and love You have shown me countless of times is what I know I should be showing others around me. Jesus, I need You. I need Your strength and love to do this. Help me to do this. May You soften my heart to do so. I pray this in the power of Your name Jesus, Amen.
 
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-Moses Gaddi
 


John 12

Scripture

John 12:3Then Mary took about a pint of pure nard, an expensive perfume; she poured it on Jesus’ feet and wiped his feet with her hair. And the house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume.

Observation

It is six days before the Passover upon which Jesus will become God’s perfect paschal lamb. In the scenes presented in this chapter, Jesus is anointed by Mary, to the self-serving objection of Judas, and He makes His triumphal entry into Jerusalem, welcomed by the messianic proclamations of, “Hosanna!” and in fulfillment of messianic prophecy. His appearance, words and past miracles have the crowd divided and the Pharisees plotting His death. Jesus predicts His death and welcomes it that God may be glorified. This obedience and surrender is validated by the very voice of God, heard as thunder or the voice of an angel to those in attendance. Within Jesus’ statements to the crowd, He again proclaims Himself to be God in the flesh (v45).
Understanding
It seems like every time I encounter Mary in the pages of scripture, she is at the feet of Jesus. In Luke 10:39, she is learning at the feet of The Master. In John 11:32, Mary falls at Jesus’ feet in total surrender. Here, Mary is at Jesus feet to anoint, honor and prepare Him for His burial and she is present at the foot of the Cross as Jesus dies for the sins of the world. I am reminded that Jesus described Mary’s position at His feet as “the most excellent thing” and in the Gospel of Mark, Jesus proclaims that, “wherever the gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her”. It is no doubt that this intimacy and devotion is what kept her faithful to her Lord when all others fled, and what earned her the honor of being the first to behold the resurrected Christ, where she again falls at His feet in wonder and adoration.

Life Application

The safest place where I can be found is at the feet of Jesus. It is there where, like Mary, I will learn; where I can develop trust and humility and where I can worship Him in spirit and truth with the (costly) sacrifice of praise. It is through times of intimacy with Jesus that I am transformed and allowed to experience deeper knowledge, understanding and revelation of who Jesus is, what His will is for my life and how I may honor and serve Him – a privilege not experienced by those who follow Jesus from afar or for their own motives.

 
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-Gary Parker


John 11

Scripture

John 11:33

33 When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who had come along with her also weeping, he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled.

Observation

Lazarus dies.  When Jesus hears the news, he stays where they are for two more days but then heads back to Jerusalem (well, Bethany, which is near Jerusalem) to their home.  Last time Jesus was in Jerusalem, they threatened to stone him; so the disciples were less than excited about this idea.  However, Jesus is insistent that they will go because he plans to raise Lazarus from the dead.  He is first met by the sisters of Lazarus – Mary and Martha.

Understanding

I’m struck by the compassion and empathy shown by Jesus in this verse.  Jesus knows the ending.  He KNOWS He’s going to raise Lazarus from the dead.  So why is he “deeply moved in spirit and troubled?”

I think it’s a reflection of His crazy amazing love for us.  Even when he knows the ending, even when he knows HOW the hardship will be redeemed for good or how and when we will be healed…He is moved by His love for us when He sees us hurting. 

As a parent, I’m familiar with this feeling.  Though I may know something may hurt in the moment, I often have to pay attention to what is being created in the long term.  And even when I know it’s for the best for my child or for the overall picture, it still hurts to see them hurting…it’s still hard to see them upset.  But I don’t think that feeling is something that is to be reserved to only my children, my family or those I love.  No, as Christians, I believe we are meant to have a heart – more precisely, God’s heart – for all those that we encounter.  

Life Application

Dear God, thank you that not one tear goes unnoticed, not one heartbreak goes unseen, not one disappointment is unknown to you.  Thank you for knowing me inside and out and loving me anyway.  May I show compassion and have empathy for those that are hurting, especially at this time of year.  May I see them through your eyes and have your heart for them.  May I be a source of love, light, encouragement in a way that brings honor and glory…and, ultimately, hearts and souls to you!      

In your name, I pray.  Amen.

 

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– Rei



John 10

Scripture

John 10:12-13

12 The hired hand is not the shepherd and does not own the sheep. So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it. 13 The man runs away because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep.

Observation – What does it say?

After healing a man born blind on the Sabbath, Jesus is confronted by the Pharisees. He begins teaching them about how he is different from them through an analogy about a shepherd, a gate and some sheep. At one point, Jesus says he is the good shepherd (verse 11) and that he lays down his life for his sheep. He contrasts himself with a hired hand. The hired hand doesn’t own the sheep so he isn’t willing to risk his safety to protect them. Instead, he abandons them when a predator comes, only interested in saving himself. 

Understanding – What does it mean?

Jesus is our Good Shepherd!

It’s no wonder the sheep choose to follow him! They know he won’t abandon them for anything. As a matter of fact, he is willing to lay down his life before he would allow them to be destroyed. This is obviously a picture of the cross. What an amazing Savior we have! He didn’t run away to save his own life. Instead, moved by his love for us, he gave it all! And Paul reminds us…

Romans 8:32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?

The cross was not just an isolated event. It was a revelation of the unchanging heart of God toward his children. The same love the Good Shepherd had for his sheep that moved him to lay down his life, is the same love that moves him to graciously give us all things.

The Pharisees acted like hired hands. They cared nothing for the people. Jesus previously called them out for demanding much of the people they led but not being willing to lift a finger to help them. They were in it for what they could get out of it, not because they had genuine concern or care for the people. The complete opposite kind of leader than Jesus.

Life Application

Follow him! And, be like him!

Jesus, once again, this morning, I declare that I choose to follow you. It isn’t a burden to listen to your voice and follow, it’s a joy! Because, I know how good you are and how much you love me! Thank you for your great concern for us and for laying your life down! Help us to stick close to you. And, help us to be like you. May we have great concern for each other, not acting like hired hands, but like you; willing to lay our lives down for each other. Amen.
 
– Levi Thompson
 
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John 9

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-Michelle Gaddi 


John 8

Scripture

John 8:20-11

“Jesus straightened up and asked her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” “No one, sir,” she said. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”

Observation

One morning Jesus went to the temple, where people gathered to hear Him teach. As He was teaching, some teachers of the law and the Pharisees brought Him a woman who was caught in the act of adultery. They asked Jesus what they should do to this woman. They were trying to set a trap for Jesus. The way He answered their question would determine if they would have any basis for accusing Jesus of wrongdoing. Jesus replied with an answer that cleared the room, and silenced the crowd. He said in verse 7, “He who is without sin among you, let him throw a stone at her first.”  With that being said, each person began leaving in silence one by one. You could have heard a pin drop, (or in this case, a stone drop). All who were left standing there were Jesus, and the adulterous woman.

Understanding

God desires to bring healing and reconciliation to human relationships, rather than judgement and destruction.

“For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.”John‬ ‭3:17‬ ‭NIV

If you think about it for a moment, Jesus was the only One who stood at those temple courts that day who had not sinned. So if anyone had the right to condemn and stone this woman, it would be Jesus. Instead, Jesus showed grace and compassion to this woman. He chose not to condemn her for her sins, and tells her to “go and sin no more.” 

“For God made Christ, who never sinned, to be the offering for our sin, so that we could be made right with God through Christ.” 2 Corinthians‬ ‭5:21‬ ‭NLT

Life Application

Jesus is quick to forgive, but we as individuals have a part to play as well…We must believe in Him and repent!

Nothing further was recorded in the Bible about the woman in this story. I would like to think that she was able to turn her life around, believe in Jesus’ ways, repent from her sinful nature, and share the good news of the grace and mercy that was shown to her that day by a man named Jesus. I would like to think that she told everyone she came across with in life about the day she was saved from an inevitable gruesome death, and instead was given another opportunity in life, and that the people who heard her story wanted to know more about the man who saved her…Jesus.

Father God thank You for the grace and mercy that You surround me with each and everyday! Please forgive me for being judgmental against other sinners, when I should be looking at my own sinfulness, and doing something more about it. Give me a heart of compassion and love towards others like You. Help me to share with others the good news of how You saved me. May You give me the passion to share it in a way that encourages others to yearn to know more about You as well. Holy Spirit open my eyes and heart to the people You would like me to share with today. May You give me the right words to speak into their lives. In Your holy and precious name Jesus, Amen.
 
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-Moses Gaddi

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John 7

Scripture

John 7:6-9
Jesus told them,
“My time is not yet here; for you any time will do….I am not going up to this festival, because my time has not yet fully come.”

John 7:16
Jesus answered,
“My teaching is not my own. It comes from the one who sent me.

John 7:28
I am not here on my own authority, but he who sent me is true.

John 7:18
Whoever speaks on their own does so to gain personal glory, but he who seeks the glory of the one who sent him is a man of truth; there is nothing false about him.

ObservationJesus’ brothers, who did not believe that He is the Messiah, sarcastically suggest that He go to Jerusalem for the Feast of Tabernacles and publicly display His works. Jesus sends them ahead of Him and then follows a few days later. Anticipating the possibility of His appearance at the festival, the crowds are divided in their opinion of Jesus as a good man or one who is demon-possessed. Upon arrival, Jesus condemns the crowds for the disbelief and hypocrisy. Despite the uproar and public unrest caused by His teachings, the temple guards who were sent to arrest Jesus return to the chief priests and the Pharisees empty handed, being convinced by His testimony that Jesus was a man sent by God.

Understanding
As I read about this confrontation between Jesus, the crowds and the religious leaders, I see Him moving in divine timing, instruction, authority and motive. Because Jesus sought and walked in God’s will, He experience power, effectiveness and divine protection during His life and ministry. (John 7:25-26; 46)
 
Life Application
In light of Jesus’ example, I am challenged to ask a few questions as I “live and move and have my being” (Acts 17:28).
  • According to God’s plan and purpose, when is the right time to speak/act?
  • Do my thoughts and word originate from the throne of God?
  • Are my words and deeds Spirit inspired and empowered?
  • Whose glory am I seeking in all I do?
     
     If that which is on my heart to do can survive these cautions, then I can expect transformed lives to result from my surrender and obedience and I can act boldly and without fear, assured of God’s divine provision and protection.
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    -Gary Parker


John 6

Scripture

John 6:11-13

11 Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted. He did the same with the fish.

12 When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, “Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted.” 13 So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.

Observation

Jesus had been doing miracles and word was getting around.  So as he traveled, a crowd followed.  He tested his disciples – asking where they could buy food for them.  Immediately, the disciples spoke of the impossibility of what Jesus was suggesting.  But Jesus knew better and asked what was available, gave thanks for what they had, multiplied it and once everyone had had their fill, collected up the baskets – a full twelve baskets left over.

Understanding

Nothing is impossible with God!

Matthew 19:26 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

Often times when God calls us to something and even just in our everyday lives, things can seem impossible.  But with God all things are possible.  And I think God sometimes allows the perception of impossibility so that we can be reminded of where the glory belongs!

Jesus started with what He had.

When we are faced with the “impossible,” it’s easy to get caught up in all the things we DON’T have that we feel are necessary – whether it be resources or gifts or time or whatever.  But with God, all that is necessary is that we move forward in faith, starting with what we have.

He gave thanks first.

Jesus didn’t wait until the miracle was over and they’d collected the baskets to give thanks or glory.  He gave thanks FIRST.  Before anything had even been done.  When He still only had the 2 fish and 5 loaves and was looking at five thousand mouths to feed.  When it still looked impossible.  He spoke with thanks and in faith, knowing that what was needed would be provided.   

God doesn’t skimp on His provision.

It doesn’t say they each had their measly portion then passed the basket along.  It doesn’t say many went without.  No, it says they all had enough to eat.  I take that to mean they got full.  AND there were leftovers.  TWELVE BASKETS FULL!  When God provides, He provides in full; He provides with abundance. 

Life Application

Dear God, what a powerful and generous God you are.  Powerful beyond impossibilities.  Generous beyond our needs.  Thank you for being you…our Father, our provider, our Savior…that we can trust, count on, depend on.  Thank you that where you call us, you also equip us.  Thank you that following you though not always easy, IS simple…to simply walk towards you in faith, faith that you will provide for me, lead me, grow me to accomplish what you’ve called me to do.  May I be faithful, obedient and continuously and consciously grateful. 

In your name, I pray.  Amen.

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– Rei