Journal Entries
Every weekday you will find a journal entry here from someone different in our church family. 
Click the scripture title and scroll down to see a comments section where you can ask questions, share insights and post your own SOUL Journal entry for the day!


Matthew 20:10-12

10 So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. 11 When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 12 ‘These who were hired last worked only one hour,’ they said, ‘and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.’

Observation – What does it say? 
In chapter 19 Jesus deals with the rich young ruler, a disciple who was challenged with leaving all of his belongings to follow Jesus.  The man left dejected.  Afterword, Jesus reafirms the apostles that to everyone who leaves something to follow Him, they will receive immeasurably more in heaven.  Jesus then jumps into this parable discussing heaven and God’s graciousness to us.  At the beginning of the the parable Jesus states “The first shall be last and the last shall be first.”  At the end, he states it in the oposite order, “The last shall be first and the first shall be last.”  This statement clearly shows God’s love distributed to us equally.


Understanding – What does it mean? 
One of the things that strikes me about this passage is the view of the blessing that had been distributed amongst the workers.  I can’t even begin to count how many times I have acted in the same way.  When I begin to compare myself to others and ask God, “Why did you bless them with a nicer…” “How come they go on more vacations than me?”  “Why don’t I have as much money as they do?”  I find myself discontent with the blessings that God has given me.  In the parable, the wise master answers the grumbling worker by stating something so simple and yet profound.  In verse 15 he says, “Don’t I have the right to do what I want with my money?”

God has wisdom that passes all understanding.  He ultimately knows how to bless people in ways that fulfill his purposes.  In the grand scheme of things, our time here on earth is so short.  Is it really worth comparing ourselves with how God blesses others when ultimately, in heaven, all of these things will pass away in comparison to God’s glory?  In I Thessalonians 5:16-18 Paul gives us an example of the atittude we should carry with us everyday.   “Rejoice always,  pray continually,  give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.”

Life application 
Jesus, you know what I need before I ask.  And you also know when I ask you for things with the wrong motive.  Help me to align my desires with your will.  Help me to appreciate all the blessings you have bestowed on me, and to rejoice in the blessings of others.  I know your ways are perfect.   
– Tyler Galloway


Matthew 19

13Then people brought little children to Jesus for him to place his hands on them and pray for them. But the disciples rebuked them.
14 Jesus said, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.” 15 When he had placed his hands on them, he went on from there.

Observation-What does it say?

When the little children were brought to Jesus, His disciples rebuked them (the people who brought the kids to Jesus). The Oxford American dictionary defines rebuke as, “express sharp disapproval or criticism of (someone) because of their behavior or actions.” The disciples were critical of the fact that little children were brought to Jesus, but Jesus told His disciples to let them come. Jesus welcomed the children, blessed them and prayed for them.

Understanding-What does it mean?

It doesn’t matter what age, race, gender, or past we have. We can all come to Jesus and He will accept us with open arms.

Children were just like women back in those times in Jewish culture. They were not highly regarded. However, Jesus continued to break those social barriers. When doing research on, it said that, “It is likely that their (the disciples’) move to hinder the parents from bringing their children to Jesus was motivated not by unkindness but by a desire to respect Jesus’ position as a teacher.”

To the disciples, Jesus’ position as a teacher gave Him no time to pray over children because He had more important matters to attend to. However, Jesus continued to show His disciples that He was there to serve people no matter what gender or age they were. He came to serve everyone, to die for ALL and to resurrect from the grave so that we could have life in Him. The Kingdom of Heaven did not only belong to the religious leaders or to men, but to the sinners, the poor, the women, and the children and everyone else who weren’t socially accepted in those days.

Life Application
“So in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith, for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”
‭‭Galatians‬ ‭3:26-28‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Think of people today who are not socially accepted or people we write off because they are unlike us. Poor/homeless, mentally ill, broken, needy, hurt, dependent….you fill in the blank.
Those are the people that Jesus went out of His way to minister to and who we should as well. There are no cultural, social, age, gender, or political gaps with Jesus. Everyone has an opportunity to be part of the Kingdom of Christ because in the Kingdom, those barriers do not exist.

Dear Jesus, thank You that You loved and love the “least of these” and as we were adopted into your family, we inherited more than the world has to offer, life with You. I pray against any cultural or social filter/barrier that prevents us from reaching out to those You desire in Your Kingdom. As Your Word says, “the last shall be first and the first shall be last (Matt. 19:30).” May we have a humble servant’s view towards people just like You had towards us. We love You Jesus and thank You for choosing us despite who we were. May we extend that same love and grace towards others when reaching out. Amen.


Why did Jesus say, “Let the little children come to me”?


Why did Jesus say, “Let the little children come to me”?

Why did Jesus say, “Let the little children come to me”? Why did the disciples try to prevent children from coming to Jesus?

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-Michelle Gaddi


Genesis‬ ‭18:25‬ ‭NLT
“Surely you wouldn’t do such a thing, destroying the righteous along with the wicked. Why, you would be treating the righteous and the wicked exactly the same! Surely you wouldn’t do that! Should not the Judge of all the earth do what is right?”
Observation-What does it say?
The Lord appeared to Abraham one day, and Abraham served Him, and even broke bread with Him. As God was about to leave Abraham’s place, and head towards the city of Sodom, God lets Abraham in on His plans for the city. The sins of the city of Sodom and Gomorrah were so flagrant, God was going to destroy the city for their vile behavior. This is when Abraham intercedes on behalf of Sodom. Abraham knew God to be a righteous God. Abraham steps in and asks God if He would spare the city if He were able to find 50 righteous people in it. To which God agreed He would. Then this banter between God and Abraham continues in which Abraham “negotiates” the number of righteous people down from 50 to 10. In which God still agrees to spare the city if He can find just 10 righteous people within it. Now who knows if Abraham is trying to plead with God because he still knows that Lot and his family are still living there. But according to the deal Abraham “negotiated” with God, Lot and his family should have died because not even 10 righteous people could be found-(Genesis 19). But God still showed mercy on Lot because of Abraham’s intercession as we will read in the next chapter.
Understanding-What does it mean?
God hears the prayers of His people when they passionately and persistently seek Him.
Abraham was a man of God. He found favor in God’s eyes. Abraham earnestly sought out after God, and God answered His requests. (As we read in this chapter).
David was a man after God’s own heart. He too found favor in God’s eyes. David also passionately called out to God, and God too would answer his requests. (As seen in part of today’s bible reading in Psalm 18).
“I called to the Lord for help, and he saved me from my enemies!”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭18:3a
“In my trouble I called to the Lord. Yes, I cried out to my God for help. There in his temple he heard my voice. He heard my cry for help.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭18:6‬ ‭
“He was pleased with me, so he rescued me. He took me to a safe place. The Lord rewarded me for doing what is right. He was good to me because I am innocent.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭18:19-20
“I always remembered his laws.”
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭18:22‬a
“So the Lord rewarded me for doing what is right.”‭‭-Psalms‬ ‭18:24‬a
“Lord, you are faithful to those who are faithful. You are good to those who are good.”-Psalms‬ ‭18:25
The bottom line is that God hears and answers the prayers of his people who seek and obey Him.
“And we will receive from him whatever we ask because we obey him and do the things that please him.”-‭‭1 John‬ ‭3:22‬ ‭
Life Application
What incredible things would happen if the Lord heard a steady stream of prayers from His people everywhere?
We all know we serve a God where ALL things are possible with Him! We also know how far away our world has drifted away from God’s ways. So why not stand united as God’s people to intercede and pray for our nation? Our leaders? Our church? Our family? Let’s see what God can do for His people, (the way He did for Abraham and David), when we earnestly seek Him and obey His ways. 😊
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-Moses Gaddi



Matthew 17:17-18

17 “You unbelieving and perverse generation,” Jesus replied, “how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy here to me.” 18 Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed at that moment.

Observation – What does it say?

Jesus just came down the mountain with Peter, James and John to find the other disciples surrounded by a crowd. Come to find out, the crowd gathered because of a man who had come to his disciples for help. His son was possessed by a demon and came to the disciples in hope that they would be able to cast out the demon. But they could not. Jesus responded by calling out their lack of faith and commanding, “Bring the boy here to me.” What the disciples couldn’t do, Jesus did with a word. No battle, no struggle, just a simple rebuke from Jesus and the boy was immediately freed and healed.

Understanding – What does it mean?

There are a few big lessons that I notice here. First, through the eyes of the disciples and second, through the eyes of the discouraged father.

First, the disciples had the reputation of having power but they were found powerless because their lack of faith. As the church of Jesus Christ, we have the reputation of being able to help people; the reputation of being able to facilitate encounters with God for people that will result in the sick being healed, the demon possessed being freed, the unbelievers being filled with faith and the lost being saved. People walk in the doors of our church with a hope that they will find help. Others approach us in our schools or places of work because they know we are Christians and hope that we will have something to offer them. My prayer is that we would never hear those words from someone who comes to us, “I came to your disciples at Desert Streams Church for help, but they could not.” I long for God to fill us with greater faith! I long personally to be used by God to demonstrate his love and power to those around me!

Second, the father was distraught. He longed for his son to be free. He most likely had great hope that Jesus’ disciples could help him, but they had let him down. Jesus said to him, “Bring the boy here to me.” I love this! What is it that you’re struggling with? What is it that you have been failing to overcome? What is your need that others haven’t been able to meet? Where have you seen no positive change and have been ready to give up? Jesus would say, “Bring it to me!” When we can’t, Jesus can. When others fail, Jesus succeeds. Every time.

Life Application

God, we owe the world around us an encounter with you! Fill us with greater faith that we may help the hurting, sick, lost and broken. Your kingdom isn’t a matter of talk but of power. May we not just talk about what you can do, but actually walk in the power and authority you desire us to.

God, we bring to you today the things that are weighing us down. We come with faith and expectation, believing that where other people and solutions have failed, you are able to succeed. Please speak the word and bring victory to the areas we need it. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

 – Levi Thompson


Matthew 16:23
Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns.”
Observation – What does it say?
Peter had just declared that Jesus was the Messiah, the Son of the Living God. And Jesus replied…
17 Jesus replied, “Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah, for this was not revealed to you by flesh and blood, but by my Father in heaven. 18 And I tell you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades will not overcome it. 19 I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.” 20 Then he ordered his disciples not to tell anyone that he was the Messiah.
I can imagine Peter may have been on a bit of a spiritual high – Jesus just called him a rock (in a good way), a rock on which He’d build His church. And Jesus had just affirmed that Peter experienced a revelation from God.
But then Jesus shared about His impending death…and Peter rebuked Him!
Understanding – What does it mean?
Like Pastor Gary shared yesterday, sometimes it’s those closest to us who will attempt to deter us from God’s plans. That’s not their intention; it’s likely done out of “love,” “concern,” or worry…because, quite frankly, God’s plans often seem crazy and/or non-sensical.
Peter rebuked Him out of love. He likely felt protective and thought he could help keep death from Jesus. But that wasn’t part of God’s plan.
So what do we do when we are faced with the decision to follow God’s call or listen to those around us, especially when they believe they have our best interest at heart? This is where biblical community is so important! They can help us run it through the filters, provide perspective, pray…but ultimately the direction will still be of God and the decision (to obey or not) is still ours to be made.
Life Application
God, thank you for the biblical community you’ve placed me in. Thank you for the spiritual fathers, sisters, brothers you’ve surrounded me with. Help me to be that God-centered listening ear to those who may ask that of me. And continue to help cultivate those relationships within Desert Streams Church.
You make us brave but the family support can also help build us up when the path is challenging and indirect or the time frame is longer than we’d hoped or planned. Strengthen our faith, embolden our steps and may we live wholeheartedly for You! In your name I pray. Amen.
– Rei Bailey


Genesis 15:5-6
And He took him outside and said, “Now look toward the heavens, and count the stars, if you are able to count them.” And He said to him, “So shall your descendants be.” Then he believed in the Lord; and He reckoned it to him as righteousness.
Observation – What does it say?
At this point in his life, Abram (soon to be Abraham) had left his homeland and travelled as far as Egypt. God has shown him the land of the Canaanites (in chapter 12) and promised him that he would possess this land. Here, God has pulled Abram aside another time to promise him descendants. Abram is 75 years old, and he knows that his wife is barren.
Understanding – What does it mean?
Abraham and Sarah show great faith through being willing and through waiting on the Lord. From the time Abraham and Sarah were promised descendants, to the time she gave birth, approximately 25 years had passed. That’s an incredible amount of patience. Not only that, when this promise was made, they had not even begun to live in the land of Canaan yet, let alone take possession of it yet.
To me, there are so many insecurities involved in the story of Abraham. He and Sarah don’t have a home, they are way past the age of “trying” to have kids, and the world around them is constantly at war. I have a hard time waiting on God five minutes, let alone 25 years. We don’t do very well with waiting in todays day in age, everything is instant gratification. Hebrews 11:9-12 talks about Abraham and Sarah’s faith. When God said, “Go,” they went not knowing how long He would lead them and through what path He would take them. When God said, “Wait,” they waited not knowing how long it was going to be. But, all that time they trusted the Lord.
Through scripture, we know that God has good things planned for our lives. Jeremiah 29:11 says that God has plans to prosper us. Romans 8:28 tells us that God works out all things for our good. Why is it then, that we have such a hard time waiting on God’s promises for us? It’s because we have a negative view of waiting. We can’t even wait in line for a cup of coffee, we can order it online from our car on the way, pay for it using our phone, and walk straight to the counter to pick it up.
We must become people who are actively waiting on God through prayer. Jeremiah 29:12-14 goes on to say, “Then you will call upon Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you,’ declares the Lord, ‘and I will restore your fortunes…”
Life application
Jesus, I know that when I seek after Your will I will be fulfilled. Help me to become good soil, that is not overcome by the worries of this world. Help me to trust in you and not myself to fulfill my desires. Restore unto me the joy of my salvation. Most of all, meet with me when I pray so that I can be filled with your Spirit.
– Tyler Galloway


Matthew‬ ‭14:27-31‬ ‭NIV‬‬
“But Jesus immediately said to them: “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.” “Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.” “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?””
Observation-What does it say?
The disciples were afraid because they thought it was a ghost walking towards them on the water. However, Jesus told them not to be afraid because it was Him. Peter requested that Jesus call him out into the water if it was truly Him. Jesus did, so Peter got out of the boat, went out to Jesus in the water, and started walking on water! But, when he saw the wind, He took His eyes off of Jesus and started to sink.

Understanding-What does it mean?

Don’t take our eyes off of Jesus.

When Peter started focusing on the problem around him, which was the huge wind, he took His eyes off of Jesus, focused on the wind, became afraid and started to sink. How many of us take our focus off of Jesus when problems arise, become afraid and start seeking help for the problem or issue, instead of putting our faith in Christ knowing that He is more than able to take care of it? I admit I am guilty of this. At that moment, Peter still had a little faith, but it was misplaced faith due to fear and that wasn’t able to keep Him above water. It’s just like Pastor said the last couple of Sundays. “Fear is not the absence of faith. Fear is misplaced faith.”

Life Application

Keep our focus on Jesus and not on the problem.

Here are some words of a hymn that I love-“Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full on His wonderful face. And the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace.”

Living in this world, we face many problems and challenges in marriage, with finances, relationships, health, work, family and the list can go on. However, we must stand firm in Christ and keep our eyes on Him in order to not be overtaken by them. Pastor Levi even said it in his soul journal post a couple of days ago—we must be quicker to pray than to plan.

Dear Lord, I admit that I would have reacted the same way as Peter did in fear because I have done so so many times. When life’s challenges hit, I seek Your help instead of seeking You first. Instead of meditating on the problem or issue at hand, please help me keep my eyes on You and who You are. I am reminded of the story of Mary and Martha. Martha was worried about many things (which I tend to be like) instead of sitting at Your feet first like Mary did. I pray we would all seek Your face more and not be fearful due to misplaced faith. Amen.

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-Michelle Gaddi

Psalm 13

Psalms‬ ‭13:5-6‬
“But I trust in your unfailing love. I will rejoice because you have rescued me. I will sing to the Lord because he is good to me.”
Observation-What does it say?
Life’s struggles are caving in on David. It feels as though God has forgotten about him, while his enemies sneak over his defeat. So how does David handle all this heartache? He cries out to God (in prayer) of course!
Understanding-What does it mean?
God will fight for us!
“The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm.”-Exodus‬ ‭14:14‬ ‭NLT‬‬
We have been learning in church these last two weeks that God makes us brave and God will fight for us. And as we learned this past Sunday when life’s struggles seem to be impossible to overcome, we should pray and worship! King David knew this “strategy” and knew it well. King David was under constant distress. There seems to always be other lands trying to conquer him and take his throne, and enslave his people. Life’s pressure of being king and protecting his people must have been very difficult. But David knew WHO truly was in control. David knew just WHO to run to. David knew just WHO would fight for him! David knew that he was a child of God, and that God would fight for him! That is why David prayed, and that is why he worshipped. He knew of God’s faithfulness, love for his people, and God’s mighty power!
“The Lord is my strength and shield. I trust him with all my heart. He helps me, and my heart is filled with joy. I burst out in songs of thanksgiving.”-Psalms‬ ‭28:7‬ ‭NLT‬‬
Life Application
I am the man I am today because I have a God who fights for me!
Thank You God for fighting for me! Thank you for sending Your only son Jesus to fight on my behalf. Even in life’s struggles I will give You praise because I know You love me, and I know You are faithful. You use those struggles in my life to strengthen my faith and mold me to the man You want me to become. You have never let me down, so why should I stop trusting You?! God, quite simply, You are amazing! Thank You for choosing me. Amen.
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Moses Gaddi

Genesis 12


Genesis 12:12 

When the Egyptians see you, they will say, ‘This is his wife.’ Then they will kill me but will let you live.

Observation – What does it say?

Abraham just heard God make him promises to make him into a great nation and bless all the people’s of the earth through him. Then, on another occasion, the LORD appeared to Abraham and spoke to him. Pause and think about that! What did Abraham’s eyes see in that moment? What did God look like? How did his voice sound as he spoke? Few people can say they experienced God like Abraham did. Yet, right after these amazing God-encounters and promises, Abraham seems to be without faith! 

Rather than trusting in God to bring them to pass, Abraham felt the need to take things into his own hands. 

Understanding – What does it mean?

Luke 1:37 “For no word from God will ever fail.”

I believe that until God fulfilled his promises to him, Abraham was invincible. God knew the people Abraham would encounter and he still made those promises to him. There was no reason to fear. (Of course that’s often easier said than done!) Furthermore, there was no reason to lie or be deceitful. 

Yet, Abraham felt the need to take matters into his own hands and not only live a lie himself but ask his wife to join in. Later he took matters into his own hands again, sleeping with Sarai’s maidservant Hagar, in effort to have a son when Sarai was unable to conceive. 

However, in both instances, God showed he didn’t need Abraham’s help to bring about his promises. Even when the Egyptians discovered the truth, God gave Abraham favor with them so that he and Sarai were sent away unharmed. And later, God enabled Sarai to conceive Isaac, through whom the promise would be fulfilled. 

God will never put us in a position where we will have to lie or be deceitful in order to experience the life and blessings he intends for us. 

Life Application

Trust God’s plan regardless of present circumstances.

Trust that God’s plan succeeding will never require me to lie or deceive.

God, thank you that you are always the one doing the heavy lifting. Even when you speak a promise regarding my life or future, it’s not up to me to make it happen. Rather, you are in control. Even in the storms of life you’re empowering presence is with us to see us through them. Instead of striving and stressing, we choose to trust and worship. We choose to be quicker to pray than to plan. Like Pastor Gary said on Sunday, when things seem impossible we choose to PRAY and WORSHIP. Amen.
– Levi Thompson



Matthew 11:28-30 NIV

28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

I love The Message version….

28-30 “Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”


Chapter 11 brings about the recognition of Christ as the one that John and his disciples had been waiting for, Jesus’s frustration with the generation, His condemnation of the cities where the most “work” had been done with the least response…but He ends the Chapter in love and grace.


“You will find rest for your souls.”

“Learn the unforced rhythms of grace.”

“Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”

These are bold statements…especially in a world of high blood pressure and anxiety and more stress related illnesses than we can count. But I believe these statements are just as true today as they were in Jesus’s time. 

Philippians 4:6-7

…6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearst and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Though our walk with Christ is not promised to be easy, we can take comfort in knowing that He will provide peace (and we can choose joy) despite circumstances. As with many promises, though, there is a premise.  We are to “come to Him,” “present our requests to God,” pray, “keep company with Him.”

Recently, I was having panic attacks due to stress. I didn’t feel stressed out but my body was telling me otherwise.  And, sure, there was reason to be stressed – kid stuff, work stuff, home stuff, etc.  I even remembered during that time recalling a conversation that I’d had months before with Levi where he pointed out that when people are stressed, they have usually taken their focus off of God; but I was sure that wasn’t the case.  If you would have asked me if I had been keeping my quiet times and prayers, I would have said yes…I thought I was…that’s part of my every day.  And this was during the fast…so wasn’t I even doing more of that???  I felt like I was.  But then came a spiritual assessment – a set of specific, poignant questions that make you really take stock of how you’re prioritizing reaching up, in and out…and I scored horribly.  It was then that I realized why I was feeling the way I did.

As children of God, we are invited to peace; but it’s not automatic, we first need to seek Him. Alongside that, though, is the accountability that comes with living in community.  We need to have relationships that keep us connected to Him and to each other.  In this case, I personally reached out to PG to thank him for the assessment because I needed and valued the course correction.

Life Application

God, I’m thankful for your many emotions. Your anger when you’ve got my best in mind and I choose to go my own way.  Jealousy over my heart.  Grace and tenderness. 

Knowing that you experience these makes me feel seen, known and understood…which should come as no surprise since you are my Creator.

Thank you for the peace you provide…the unforced rhythms of grace. May I be conscious of You as the source of that peace.  Help me to quickly recognize when I’m “off” and how to best get back on course; and surround me with a community honest enough to speak up when I fail to recognize it myself.  Help me to be that community to those I know and love as well.  And, finally, may I be so filled with peace that people experience your refreshing presence through the interactions you place me in today.

In your name, I pray…Amen.

– Rei

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