Journal Entries
Every weekday you will find a journal entry here from someone different in our church family. 
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Matthew‬ ‭4:1-4‬ ‭NIV
Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.”” “Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil. After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.” Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’ ””
‬‬Observation-What does it say?
Immediately after being baptized by John, and receiving the Spirit, with a Voice from Heaven saying, this is my Son whom I am well pleased, (see Matt. 3), Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to fast and be tempted by Satan. Following that wilderness experience, He was attended by angels and began His ministry.

Understanding-What does it mean?

The ultimate test of complete surrender to God occurs when we are in the wilderness.

Jesus was put to the ultimate test of complete surrender to God during His experience in the wilderness for 40 days and 40 nights. God had to break Jesus down, make Him dependent on Him alone, and test Him before He was able to start His ministry. 
Although Jesus was and is God, He was still in a human form and all the needs of a human being (like food) had to be stripped from Him as well as His desires as a human being too (such as being given all the kingdoms of the world-success in life!). Physically, spiritually, mentally and emotionally (heart, soul, mind and strength) had to be dependent on God before He could fulfill His calling. The calling God had for His life was to be betrayed, beaten, mocked, regarded with low esteem and to die a criminal’s death as an innocent man. 

“He was despised and rejected by mankind, a man of suffering, and familiar with pain. Like one from whom people hide their faces he was despised, and we held him in low esteem.”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭53:3‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Life Application

In order to find ourselves, we must lose ourselves (Matthew 10:39) and fix our eyes on Jesus.

We just went through 28 days of prayer and fasting last month, and those who participated understand the feeling of being dependent on the Spirit alone, not on social media, TV, video games, or food. On a personal level, going down to 3 days of water only was the most difficult for me, not so much because of my desire to eat, but because of the physiological effects on my body without food. The worse day was Sunday morning, with 4 hours left to go before the fast officially ended. I felt weak and dizzy, my heart was beating fast and I would start gagging with nothing coming out. I was calling out to the Lord because I was so tempted to break the fast, but had my husband pray for me. I started sweating and felt better, but then it happened again on our way to church and I still had to be able serve on stage for worship! I called out to the Lord in my physical weakness and at that point, the Holy Spirit told me to take my eyes off of what’s happening around me. Take my eyes off of what my body is feeling and put it on Him. Suddenly, I felt better.

It taught me a lesson about how whenever I feel like breaking or giving up in marriage, life, my calling in ministry, etc. and do it the world’s way, to take my eyes off of myself and put it back on Him because He is all I need. The calling of a servant requires Him to break us of ourselves first. Are we willing to be broken by and for Him in order to be filled by Him alone?

Dear Jesus, I pray that the struggles of the flesh would disappear as we continue to keep our focus on You. I pray that we wouldn’t be overcome by the temptations of the enemy and what the world has to offer as we cleanse our minds with Your Word daily. In Your Name we pray, Amen.

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Michelle Gaddi

Genesis 3

Genesis‬ ‭3:4-5‬ ‭NLT
““You won’t die!” the serpent replied to the woman. “God knows that your eyes will be opened as soon as you eat it, and you will be like God, knowing both good and evil.””
ObservationWhat does it say?
The serpent (Satan), was up to his old tricks again. Here he was, in the Garden of Eden, deceiving Eve to eat from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. The tree that God specifically told both Adam and herself not to eat from. But the serpent was crafty. He twisted God’s Words to trick her into disobeying God.
Understanding-What does it mean?
The world is the devil’s playground, and he will use anything in it to bring mankind down with him.
In this passage, Eve was tricked into disobeying God. She let someone/something else influence her into making a very bad decision. Instead of trusting God, and trusting in His commands, she let an outside influence pressure her into disobedience towards her Creator. 
I wonder how many of us get caught up doing the same thing? We let the world influence us into making bad decisions, decisions that aren’t very pleasing to God. Instead of trusting the ways of the only One in this world that is holy and righteous, we let the world determine things that are good and bad. And as Christ Followers, it’s time we need to take a stand in this world for God’s ways over the world’s ways. Because if we don’t, well, just look at the world we are living in now. A world that pushed God out of its schools and government. It is a world doomed for destruction.
Life Application
Take a stand for what you believe in!
Isn’t about time we stand up and fight for what we believe in?! Sure it can be an unpopular choice, but it’s a choice we have to make. We are called to a higher standard as God’s children. Instead of letting the world conform us, it is us as His disciples that should be transforming the world through teaching His ways and His truth.
Father God, I pray that You give me courage today to stand up for what I believe in…to stand up for You! May You help all Your children stand united in bringing back your values and ways into our schools and governments once again. Help us to put You back on the throne where You belong. It is the only way we can make America and this world great again! In Your Holy name Jesus I pray these things, Amen.
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-Moses Gaddi 



Mathew 2:13

When they had gone, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream. “Get up,” he said, “take the child and his mother and escape to Egypt. Stay there until I tell you, for Herod is going to search for the child to kill him.”

Observation – What does it say?

The life of Jesus and his family wasn’t quite the life you’d expect for the King of Creation, when you consider it began with birth in a stable and then having some who wanted kill him before he could walk, leading to two instances where the entire family had to pick up everything and flea their home for a distant land.

Understanding – What does it mean?

I wondered when I read this, “Why didn’t an angel appear in a dream to the inn keeper instead asking him to make room for Jesus?” “Why didn’t God appear to Herod in a dream, instead of Joseph, commanding him to leave his son alone or die?” But the truth is, Jesus’ experience was similar to all of ours.

God doesn’t calm all our storms, but two things are for certain: his plan wont fail and he wont ever leave us! He is always present to guide and protect.

Jesus encountered his disciples in two different storms. One time he spoke to the storm, “Peace be still.” But the other he spoke to his disciples, “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.” In other words, sometimes he is present to calm the storms and others to calm us.

Life Application

Trust God!

I will continue to invite God into my storms, and to be honest will continue to plead that he calm them. But, even if he doesn’t, I won’t for a second believe that my storm means God has left me or is punishing me. Regardless of how I feel, I choose to stand on the scriptures that God is with me, he will never leave me nor forsake me, his Spirit dwells within me and he is my ever present help in time of need.

– Levi Thompson
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Psalm 1


Psalm 1:1-3

Blessed is the one…
…whose delight is in the law of the Lord,
    and who meditates on his law day and night.
That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,
    which yields its fruit in season
and whose leaf does not wither—
    whatever they do prospers.


Psalm were initially written as songs by David and typically give us insight to the life of David and/or provide instruction.  “Most individual psalms involve the praise of God—for his power and beneficence, for his creation of the world, and for his past acts of deliverance for Israel.” []


Coming out of the fast – a time when we specifically and corporately spend time meditating on God day and night – these verses struck my heart. 

We are a blessed people…and not just in this 28 days of prayer and fasting. We are to meditate on God day and night YEAR ROUND.  I love that verse 3 calls out part of our name – that a person who does this is “like a tree planted by streams of water.”  But I most love what comes next…”which yields its fruit in season.”  I believe it is our season!  As Pastor Gary mentioned yesterday, it’s a time for harvest. 

Life Application

God, may we continue to meditate on you day and night, that we may be like a flourishing and healthy tree of life in our families, our community, our work places…everywhere we have a chance to interact and encounter others.  May we be on mission, open to hear your call, ready to obey in everything we do.  May this season be one in which we walk in boldness and in faith.  Ready and expecting to be used.  Thank you for being faithful to draw near to us as we draw near to you.

 In your name, I pray…Amen.

– Rei

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PS Something else I found to be of interest from today’s reading…

Matthew 1:17 talks about there being 14 generations between 2 significant events and another 14 generations between 2 significant events. 

17 Thus there were fourteen generations in all from Abraham to David, fourteen from David to the exile to Babylon, and fourteen from the exile to the Messiah.

Seemed to me that the number 14 may have some significance and I can’t recall ever hearing that before.  So, that led me to this…

Which if you read about midway down, you see that the number 14 represents “the new thing actually starting” which reminded me of the symbolism in PGs sermon yesterday.  Interesting to me that our first day back to SOUL Journaling brings me to what feels like further confirmation that we are in a new time.  A time of harvest?  May we be bold and expectant in this season that’s upon us! <3

28 Days: Day 26

Join us this evening @ 7 for a time of intercessory worship at the church.


  • Matthew 4:23 (NIV) 23 Jesus went throughout Galilee, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom, and healing every disease and sickness among the people.
  • Mark 6:34 (NIV) 34 When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. So he began teaching them many things.
  • Mark 9:30-31 (NIV) 30 They left that place and passed through Galilee. Jesus did not want anyone to know where they were, 31  because he was teaching his disciples.
  • Luke 11:1 (NIV) 1 One day Jesus was praying in a certain place. When he finished, one of his disciples said to him, “Lord, teach us to pray, just as John taught his disciples.”
  • Matthew 28:18-20 (NIV) 18 Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. 19  Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20  and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”


Jesus came to earth and everywhere He went He taught people.  He taught them how to act like God followers, He taught them about the kingdom of heaven, He taught them about the nature and character of the Father.  When He ascended into heaven He told us what we needed to do with all that knowledge…it must be allowed to transform the way we live and it was to be passed on to new believers who could then pass it on to other new believers.   


  • 2 Timothy 2:2 (NIV) 2 And the things you have heard me say in the presence of many witnesses entrust to reliable men who will also be qualified to teach others.

The New Testament clearly teaches that the gospel is to be taught from generation to generation. Jesus, of course, was the Master Teacher. He taught the apostles, who then taught others, who taught others, who are still teaching others, and so on throughout the church age. In every generation, God has raised up new links in this living chain of faithful men to pass on the good news of Jesus Christ to the people of their day.

The apostles, some for only a brief time before they were martyred, proclaimed the gospel they had received from Christ to other faithful men—prophets, elders, deacons, and many others—among whom was Timothy. It was now Timothy’s turn to entrust the gospel, and all other divinely revealed truths, to others.

In a state invitational track meet during my college years, I represented my team as the second man in the mile relay. The first man ran a fast first leg, and I did well on the second. But soon after I passed off the baton to the third man, one of our best runners, he stopped, walked onto the infield, and sat down. Our first horrified thought was that he had pulled a hamstring or twisted an ankle. I ran across the field and asked, “What happened?” “I don’t know,” he replied, “I just didn’t feel like running anymore.” Understandably, his teammates, the coach, and everyone else from our college were sickened and disgusted. “How could you do that?” we asked. “Don’t you know you’re not just representing yourself, but your team and your school? Have you forgotten all the time the coach has invested in you and that your teammates have invested to get where we are? How could you, in one brief, selfish second, destroy all of that?”

On an infinitely more important level, countless leaders in the church have simply dropped out of the Lord’s service, some with no better reason than the apathy of that collegiate runner.

MacArthur New Testament Commentary, The – MacArthur New Testament Commentary – 2 Timothy.


Have you been faithful with the knowledge you have been given?  How are you teaching others the truths you have learned?  What are you going to do about it?

28 Days: Day 25

70 Hour prayer vigil begins today. 

Join us this evening @ 7 for a time of intercessory worship at the church.


  • Luke 9:1-6 (NIV) 1  When Jesus had called the Twelve together, he gave them power and authority to drive out all demons and to cure diseases, 2  and he sent them out to preach the kingdom of God and to heal the sick. 3  He told them: “Take nothing for the journey–no staff, no bag, no bread, no money, no extra tunic. 4  Whatever house you enter, stay there until you leave that town. 5  If people do not welcome you, shake the dust off your feet when you leave their town, as a testimony against them.” 6  So they set out and went from village to village, preaching the gospel and healing people everywhere.


The Twelve’s mission had a single purpose: they were to proclaim the kingdom of GodProclaim refers to a herald’s formal, authoritative, public announcement of important truth. In an era before mass media, that was how important messages were communicated to the public, just as town criers would do in later times. In town after town, the apostles publicly proclaimed that the kingdom of God was at hand because the Lord, Savior, and King had arrived. They also announced that entrance to the kingdom was through repentance, with confession of sin, and faith in the Messiah.

The preaching of the Twelve followed the pattern set by Jesus. In Luke 4:43 He announced, “I must preach the kingdom of God to the other cities also, for I was sent for this purpose.” At the beginning of chapter 8, Luke recorded that “He began going around from one city and village to another, proclaiming and preaching the kingdom of God”.   As Luke noted in that same verse, “the twelve were with Him,” learning from His example. When He sent them out, the Twelve preached the same message that Jesus did. The church today has that same responsibility to preach exactly what Jesus did without altering it. The church’s message is not a social, political, philanthropic, or moral one. It is a message of sin, salvation, and forgiveness, which without being changed has been explained and enriched in the New Testament epistles.

MacArthur New Testament Commentary, The – MacArthur New Testament Commentary – Luke 6-10. 


Jesus gathered up His disciples and sent them out to the nations.  The word is apostello or sent ones.  That is exactly what He commissioned us to when He gave us the Great Commission. 

We are sent ones to the world.

Two very simple thoughts about sent ones. 
A sent one makes the message of Jesus very simple and understandable.  Our message as disciples does not have to be complicated.  It is not about literally having better morals.  The message of Christ is not meant to be a feel good, or a positive thinking message.  It is a very, very simple message that we, as sinful people, are separated from a holy God.  God loved us so much that Jesus went on the very first Heavenly mission trip in order to give Himself for us, so that we should live.  We could be made right with Him, not by religion, not by works, but only by faith through the grace of God, believing in Jesus Christ.  It is a very, very simple message, and we are called to take that message into all of the world very, very aggressively. 

Number two, a sent one makes compassion central.  As disciples of Jesus, we should be the most compassionate, caring, and generous people on planet earth. 


 Have you gotten the message yet?  We are Great Commission people and GC people are called to be missionaries – across the street, at our jobs, in foreign lands.  Will you go?

28 Days: Day 24


  • Matthew 20:26-28 (NIV) 26 Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27  and whoever wants to be first must be your slave– 28  just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.”


 It is not wrong to desire great usefulness for God, but we need to remember that God’s picture of success is not the same picture that the world has.  Too often we want to do God’s work and but we want to frame it in a worldly mindset. 


This servant mentality just flies in the face of everything we know in our culture.  Think about the language that we use to be the greatest in our culture.  You’re to climb to the top.  You’ve got to climb the corporate ladder.  If you want to be great, you rise to greatness, but in the culture of the kingdom, Jesus flips it around.  He says, “You really want to be the greatest?  You descend to greatness, serve others!” 


So are you here at Desert Streams to serve or to be served?  Are you here to really be a part of what God is doing in people’s lives every week, or is it sort of a spiritual consumer idea where you get in, you watch the message, and then you are on with life?  A disciple of Jesus is a servant. 

So where are you serving?  How are you washing the feet of those in the family at DSC?  Are you a consumer or a contributor?  If you are not being a servant today is as good a day as any to start, ask God to show you where you can use your time, talents, treasures and testimony to serve.

28 Days: Day 22


  • Mark 10:17-22
  • Luke 9:23-25 (NIV) 23 Then he said to them all: “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. 24  For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. 25  What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?


The thing about being a disciple is that it will cost us.  There is a difference between being a believer and being a disciple…there are many believers today in the church – they confess that Jesus is God and have asked God to forgive them of their sins, but that is where they stop.  A disciple goes further – he/she has submitted themselves to God and given Him the right to tell them what to do, where to go and what to say.  In other words, they have allowed God to change them from the inside out.  That change does not come easy, it hurts, but it is worth it if we stick it out. 

Being a disciple costs us our time, it costs us surrendering our agenda and plans and being willing to follow Jesus’ agenda and plan for us.  Being a disciple is a covenant relationship not just good intention.  Understand that a covenant relationship is a binding contract that cannot be broken, and when we covenant with God to be His disciple we mean to see it through to the end. 


Sunday we talked about three responses to when God calls us to be about His business…

  • Here I am, I am not going.
  • Here I am, send someone else.
  • Here I am, send me.
I believe that in order for us to live the surrendered life of the disciple who says, “Here I am, send me!” we must be pursuing God in such a way that we have ongoing encounters with Him in His presence.  Are you pursuing God?  A disciple pursues the Master. 

I also believe that when we recognize our sin and God’s holiness and come to realize how much He has showered His grace on us then we find our hearts changing from I have to give up my life to “I get to give up my life for the one who has given all for me!”


Who are you?  Are you a believer or a disciple?  Obviously, God’s desire is for you to be a disciple.  Are you willing to pay the cost?

God I pray that your people will say yes to following you.  I pray that their answer will be yes before they even know the question.  God may they trust you in such a way that they discover your best is better than anything could ever imagine and think for themselves.

28 Days: Day 23

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  • Luke 5:10-11 (NIV) 10 and so were James and John, the sons of Zebedee, Simon’s partners. Then Jesus said to Simon, “Don’t be afraid; from now on you will catch men.” 11  So they pulled their boats up on shore, left everything and followed him.


When Jesus calls He inducts us into the union of fishermen.  Now, some people might say, “Well, I don’t even know where to start.  What do I do?  How do I go fishing?”  The beauty of this is that even if you don’t know about fishing Jesus will equip you to be a great fisherman. 


There are two pointers we can glean from our reading today that can help us be great fishermen – here is all you need to know to be a great fisherman. 

First, go into the fishing trade with the decision to have unquestioning obedience to God.  Peter followed the advice given and threw the net on the other side, even though there was no sensible reason to do so, but the catch was great because of his obedience to the Master Fisherman. 

The second thing is that we need to fish with absolute abandonment.  Peter became a “fisher of men” because he abandoned everything and followed Jesus.   


A disciple goes fishing.  A disciple makes disciples.  A disciple leaves everything to be like Him, follow Him, and do what He’s been doing.  Take some time today to commit to following Jesus with absolute abandonment and unquestioning obedience.

28 Days: Day 21


  • 1 Corinthians 9:24-27 (NLT) 24 Don’t you realize that in a race everyone runs, but only one person gets the prize? So run to win! 25  All athletes are disciplined in their training. They do it to win a prize that will fade away, but we do it for an eternal prize. 26  So I run with purpose in every step. I am not just shadowboxing. 27  I discipline my body like an athlete, training it to do what it should. Otherwise, I fear that after preaching to others I myself might be disqualified.


Those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize. No one would train so hard for so long without intending to win. Yet out of the large number of runners, only one wins.

A great difference between those races and the Christian “race” is that every Christian who will pay the price of careful training can win. We do not compete against each other but against the obstacles—practical, physical, and spiritual—that would hinder us. In a sense, every Christian runs his own race, enabling each one of us to be a winner in winning souls to Christ. Paul therefore counsels all believers to run in such a way that you may win, by setting aside anything that might hinder the reception of the gospel.

Holding tightly to liberties and rights is a sure way to lose the race of soul-winning. Many of the Corinthian Christians seriously limited their testimony because they would not limit their liberty. They refused to give up their rights, and in so doing they won few and offended many.

MacArthur New Testament Commentary, The – MacArthur New Testament Commentary – 1 Corinthians.


The simple definition of discipleship is a disciplined follower of.  If we are to be disciples of Christ then we must choose the path of discipline.  Paul tells us that a disciple is one who trains, who beats his body and makes it a slave.  All too often we have equated discipleship with someone teaching us or training us, but discipleship is more than that.  Teaching is the imparting of knowledge. Discipleship is imparting the knowledge and requiring a response to the knowledge. The difference between discipleship and training is that again discipleship takes it a step further.  Discipleship requires accountability for the training received. 

As believers our responsibility regarding discipleship is twofold; we are to be disciples and then be responsible for others becoming disciples.  We are to be transformed by Christ and be instrumental in transforming other believers, and it should be happening concurrently.  Every one of us are to be disciples and making disciples regardless of if you are a new believer or one who has followed Christ for years. 




How many of us are missing the race and disqualifying ourselves from the prize because we are unwilling to lay down our liberties and rights?  We are afraid of accountability and discipline.  Let’s say yes to God’s way and what He has called us to.  Let’s be about the business of the Great Commission – being disciples and making disciples.  No excuses accepted!