Journal Entries
Every weekday you will find a journal entry here from someone different in our church family. 
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1 Samuel 31:7

“When the Israelites on the other side of the Jezreel Valley and beyond the Jordan saw that the Israelite army had fled and that Saul and his sons were dead, they abandoned their towns and fled. So the Philistines moved in and occupied their towns.”

OBSERVATION-What does it say?

The Philistines have attacked the Israelites. They just finished killing Saul’s three sons and now they are in hot pursuit of Saul. Saul would rather kill himself than be caught,  taunted, and tortured by his enemy. So that is exactly what he does. After his armor bearer refuses to do Saul’s “dirty work” for him, Saul does it himself. He falls on his own sword, killing himself. Soon after, his armor bearer follows Saul’s lead and does the same. Once the people of Israel see all these things going on, they begin to flee and abandon their towns.

UNDERSTANDING-What does it mean?

As Christ-Followers, we are called to lead. Whether it is leading our family, friends, neighbors, or even the people we work with, we are called to be leaders. We have to lead by example.

Saul’s lack of leadership, the way he led his people by example, was the reason the people of Israel were put into this predicament. Saul’s non-existent relationship with God had an effect on his own people’s relationship with God. Saul’s willingness to just give up in life (kill himself) when times got tough, reflected poorly on the people he was leading. His armor bearer followed his lead in committing suicide, his remaining army began to flee, and the Israelites started to flee and abandon their towns when things were getting too difficult.


What kind of leader am I? What kind of example am I displaying to those I am supposed to be leading?

As Christ-Followers, we are not exempt from difficult situations. As a matter of fact, we should expect some hardships. But it is how we handle ourselves during these difficult times that is important. We have to remember that we have people watching us. They want to see how we react to life’s difficult circumstances. It’s easy to give praise to God when everything is going well for us. But it is during our hardships when our faith is tested-(Read the story of Job for example). So when those times come, how will I react? What will I do? Will I flee and cower in the sight of danger? Or will I stand firm in my faith, having confidence in God’s plan and love for me.

Father God, help me to be mindful of my actions today. Help me to be obedient to Your will. Help me to live my life in such a way that causes others around me to want to follow my lead. May it bring these people into a relationship with You. In Jesus name I pray these things, Amen.

-Moses Gaddi



Psalm 85:12 (NIV)
The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest.


This book is thought to be written after the exile and return of the Jews out of their captivity in Babylon. It speaks to what God has already done – shown favor and restored fortunes (v1), forgiven their sins (v2) and set aside wrath, turning form His fierce anger (v3). David then asks for restoration.


Once again, this verse stood out because I feel like this is being spoken over our church right now. We appear to be in a time of restoration, a time where we are experiencing God “giv[ing] what is good” and following through on His promises…a time that we will see a harvest. But just like yesterday’s message, it requires trust and obedience on our part. Will we trust that God’s plans for us are good? Not only good, but the absolute best. Will we show that in our actions – walking in obedience towards/in what He’s called us to do. There’s been a palpable presence, an awakening, a turning to Him. And, as we seek His face, He’s turning His face towards us. May we continue to walk in boldness and seek His face (not just the blessings of His hands) and obey.

Life Application

God, I thank you that you are a good, gracious and all-powerful God. I pray for boldness within our church body – a boldness and faith like that shown by Abraham. May we seek you, trust you, follow you. In Your Name, I pray.
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Scripture  Matthew 1:1  This is the genealogy of Jesus the Messiah the son of David, the son of Abraham:

Observation-What does it say?  The author of this Gospel is Matthew, the tax collector, one of the twelve disciples.  “The author, a Jewish Christian writing for a church mainly composed of Jewish Christians, concentrates his skills on presenting Jesus as the long-awaited Messiah- the Christ predicted in the Old Testament” (Zondervan Handbook to the Bible, p. 549).  Matthew connects the covenants of the Old Testament to Jesus and his teachings.  He starts by mapping out the genealogy of Jesus, mapping him all the way back to Abraham.  

Understanding-What does it mean?  One day while visiting my mom, I found that she had put up a new family picture in the spare room.  It was an old black and white, with a few of my grandmother’s uncles.  The men were standing in the woods in front of a large metal tub that had some tubing coming out of the sides.  I yelled to my mom, “Where’d you get the picture of the moonshiners?”  Shortly after, she popped in and asked what I was talking about.  She had no idea that the contraption they were standing in front of was a bootleg whiskey still.  While my mom was a little embarrassed at the prospect of being related to a bunch of outlaws and black sheep, it made me a little more proud of my “Southern” roots.  

The first chapter of Matthew and the genealogy of Jesus has become one of the most exciting sections of scripture to me.  Not only is it the introduction of the one who would ultimately fulfill the covenants laid out in the Old Testament, but it also shows what God can do through people who might have been marginalized in society.  When you look through Jesus’ family, you see a group of people who look as though they weren’t good enough to cary out God’s ultimate plan.  Jesus’ great grandma, about twenty times removed, was Rahab the harlot.  There is also Ruth, a widower, and not Jewish by birth.  Jesus was also from the line of David, who was responsible for the murder of the husband of the mother of his illegitimate child.  And this is just a few of the most amazing black sheep of the family.  

Jesus’ family is a great reminder to me to trust in the reconciling power of His grace.  Throughout scripture, God made covenants with his people with the plan of wiping out the indemnity of our sin through the redemption brought through Jesus.  In doing that, God worked through people that would normally be seen as useless and not worthy.  In Isaiah, God speaks to us, reminding us that His ways are not what we would expect, nor are they the way we would do things(55:8-9).  In 1 Corinthians 1:18-31, Paul writes to us about how God uses the foolish things of the world to confound the wise things of this world.  And in Romans 3:21-26, we are reminded that our justification is only as a result of His gift of grace.

So while we may not feel “good enough,” we are reconciled to God only through His goodness. 

Life Application  Jesus, I am nothing without your grace.  Thank you for covering me, and casting away the debt of my sin.  Help me to always abide in your grace, to know that you are the only good I need.  Remind me that my past is not what you define me by, but you define me by your goodness.

-Tyler Galloway

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Scripture  1Samuel 28:5-7 5 When Saul saw the Philistine army, he was afraid; terror filled his heart. 6 He inquired of the Lord, but the Lord did not answer him by dreams or Urim or prophets.7 Saul then said to his attendants, “Find me a woman who is a medium, so I may go and inquire of her.”

Observation– What does it say?
The Philistines were positioning themselves to come against Israel and when Saul saw the armies he freaked out. Not just “wide eyed” freaked out but “terror filled his heart”.

Understanding– What does it mean?

Humble yourself and go straight to God!  
Wow! Why wouldn’t Saul just go straight to God. He was going to God through different channels, “Well, let me see if God will talk to me through dreams, ugh, that didn’t work. Ok let’s try divination or are there any prophets in the room?” And when that didn’t work his fear was so great that he had to go back to the things he had gotten rid of and probably said he would never use again. A medium! To contact the dead no less!  Why wouldn’t Saul just call out to God!! “Oh Lord God of Israel, merciful and abounding in love. Help me! I am afraid and the armies surround your chosen people Israel. Would it be possible to find favor in your eyes? I was once the anointed king of Israel, I have fallen many times so short of ever coming close to being what you have desired. Even now I am not worthy of a drop of love from you and even still I am calling out to you for help! I am sorry for being afraid and not trusting in you. I am sorry for always pushing my agenda, never fully following through with what you ask of me, I am sorry for caring more about my own life than being fully devoted to you!” It was as if his heart was so hard, a heart of stone. He just could never accept David becoming king. Now, being filled with terror he still would not let the hardness of his heart soften.  Unfortunately, I do this 🙁  I have diabetes type 2. It doesn’t look like much when you see me but it causes a lot of pain, discomfort, and if left untreated I could lose limbs, kidneys, so on and so on…oh, and I could die. For years, whenever I had a challenge in my life I would use food to comfort me, especially sweets. Well, if your a diabetic, sweets is no bueno. Eating sweets is like swallowing little pieces of glass that tear my blood vessels to pieces (that does not sound good).  Anyway, I had finally conquered sweets. I gathered all of them like Saul did to the mediums and spiritists and cast them out. They were not entering my body! I was doing good! But then… I started to have challenges. I started to feel like I needed comfort. So what did I do, I went out looking for the thing I had expelled. I sunk so low in the hardness of my heart and let pride rule over me. Instead of humbling myself before the “Lifegiver” I went to a “mediocre life stealing scum sucking counterfeit” to make me feel better.  His pride kept him separated. Even while he had fasted all day and after he learned of his fate from the medium he still gave in to eat when he should have continued his fast and humbled himself may be the Lord would have relented but he gave in to the people around him and to his own self pity and pride. 

Life Application  Humble yourself and let God work in our lives. Let him lead us to life. Let him be our comfort. Let him be the final say.

2 Chronicles 7:14 “if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land.”
As much as I want to be like David I often find myself reacting like Saul, living my life as if God was so far away from me, wallowing in my self pity, and giving into the emotions that arise in my distress.  Pride keeps me from allowing God to restore me. We may weep, we may feel the pain, and have to go through the steps of God’s work to be healed and be made whole or getting back on track with him and be aligned. But weeping lasts for a night and Joy comes in the morning. 
Father, please forgive me for for not being obedient to your word. Please forgive me for trying to go to other sources to receive answers that will make me feel better. Bring down the walls of pride and may my heart always turn toward you first. In Jesus name, Amen. 

Deborah Lee 


Revelation‬ ‭21:7-8‬ ‭
“All who are victorious will inherit all these blessings, and I will be their God, and they will be my children. “But cowards, unbelievers, the corrupt, murderers, the immoral, those who practice witchcraft, idol worshipers, and all liars—their fate is in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.”
Observation-What does it say?
John receives a revelation of the new heaven and the new earth…the new Jerusalem. John’s vision is glorious! No more sorrow, no more tears. Heaven’s gates made of pearls, the roads made of pure gold, no more sun and moon because God’s presence illuminates everything! No temples, because God is our temple who we will be worshiping! It sounds amazing and I can’t wait! However, there is another side of this vision. The side where the unbelievers go. The fiery lake of burning sulfur. A place Jesus describes as a place of torment (Jesus’ story of Lazarus and the rich man). This is their second death. A place we as Christians, who are called to love our neighbors, and are to have compassion for those in need, should be praying that no one goes to.
Understanding-What does it mean?
Born once, die twice. Born twice, die once.
“Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, unless you are born again, you cannot see the Kingdom of God.” “What do you mean?” exclaimed Nicodemus. “How can an old man go back into his mother’s womb and be born again?” Jesus replied, “I assure you, no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. Humans can reproduce only human life, but the Holy Spirit gives birth to spiritual life. So don’t be surprised when I say, ‘You must be born again.’”
John‬ ‭3:3-7‬ ‭
“For this is how God loved the world: He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.”-John‬ ‭3:16‬
So how do we avoid that fiery death (the second death) spoken of in this passage? It’s really quite simple actually. Put your faith in Jesus, repent (turn away) from your sins, and get baptized! God doesn’t want anyone of us to go to Hell. He actually created Hell to imprison Satan and his demons. God actually went out of His way for us to avoid Hell so we can be able to spend eternity with Him in Heaven…and the ONLY way is Jesus! So what are we waiting for?! I’m sure we all know someone in need of this message. Someone in need of saving. Another way to put it is if we saw someone about to drown to death, wouldn’t you throw them a life saver? Or would you just watch them flapping away, sinking, dying an excruciating death?! Wouldn’t you want someone to help you if you were in that situation?
Life Application
Be more purposeful with my relationships.
After this past Sunday’s message from R.K. aren’t you motivated to share with others the gospel? I know I am. I need to find more ways to be purposeful with the people God puts around me. Whether it’s at work or in my neighborhood, I know God desires all to come to know Him through His only Son Jesus Christ.
Father God, give me Your eyes to see and Your ears to hear the people in need of You. May Your Holy Spirit fill me with courage and boldness to speak life into their lives as I rub shoulders and live life with them. Ultimately it’s You Jesus who saves. So help me to do my part and just pray and obey. In Your name I pray, Amen.
-Moses Gaddi

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1 Samuel 26:10
“Surely the LORD will strike Saul down someday, or he will die of old age or in battle.”
Observation-What does it say?
Once again Saul and his men are hunting after David… AGAIN!!! David learns about it, goes out one night, and what does he find?… Saul and his men asleep along the hillside.-(Saul and the commander of his army, Abner, were sleeping inside a ring, formed by the rest of the slumbering  army). So once again, God had delivered David’s enemy to him, and David shows mercy instead of vengeance. You see, while Saul and his men were caught napping on the job, David and his men were close enough to strike and kill them; but they chose to spare Saul and his men, and show them grace and mercy instead. 
Understanding-What does it mean?
Instead of taking matters into his own hands, David trusts God’s hands. David trusts in God ways, God’s vengeance for His people, and God’s peace in his life.
David had yet another opportunity to rid this thorn in his side, who is Saul. Instead of taking matters into his own hands, by killing Saul, which many of us probably would have done, David chose to show him grace and mercy. How can he do this we might ask? I believe it’s because of his personal relationship with God, his trust in God. It is through this relationship and trust he has in God, that David was able to demonstrate submission and obedience to God’s ways. 
Imagine if David would have took the opportunity to kill Saul. What then? Maybe it would have caused dissension among the people. Some might believe what Saul was saying all this time was true, that David was out to kill Saul because he was after the throne. David on the other hand, would have disobeyed God, blood would be on his hands, and the people may have thought of him a murderer. Instead David’s choice to trust God, brought him peace of mind. He knew Saul’s blood would not be taken from his hands. He would be innocent of that. He knew by showing grace and mercy to his enemy that God’s favor would continue to bless him wherever he went and whatever he did. 
Life Application
We could all learn and use the faith and trust that David showed to God in our lives.
People are taking matters into their own hands, going out for vengeance because of the injustice they feel,  and bringing even more violence and bloodshed into this world. I know this breaks God’s heart. 
Doing what David did here isn’t easy. It takes faith! It takes faith in God, knowing and trusting that it is God who will bring you justice and will be your vengeance when it’s all said and done! The world needs more David’s. Whose willing to stand up and lead?
Father God, we need you now more than ever. We ask that you bring strength and obedience to your people as we take lead and take a stand against sin! Help us to trust you in your ways and your will. Give us patience to let you play things out accordingly. Help your people be beacons of light into a world that seems to be heading into darkness. May the rest of the world benefit from it, and understand just how much they need you. May the world remember the most heinous injustice done was to your only son Jesus. May the world remember why it had to be done. To free us from our sins. Thank you God. Amen.
-Moses Gaddi



Psalm 80:17-18 (NKJV)

17 Let your hand rest on the man at your right hand, the son of man you have raised up for yourself.
18 Then we will not turn away from you; revive us, and we will call on your name.



David crying out once again. Feeling as though he’s on the outs with God and seeking, crying out for restoration. He recounts that they were set apart – pulled out of Egypt. Acknowledges the “wins” provided by God (v 9-11)…but then asks why God has now turned away and asks Him to return.


Just like last week…this verse speaks to me because I feel it’s representative of our church and, in this particular case, of PG’s heart. He’s been so open and honest with us about his own crying out and how God has restored his hope and confirmed His word, His vision that He gave to PG long ago. And, perhaps, now we are in the time where God is resting His hand upon the leaders that He’s raised up in our church. He’s reviving us, breathing life into dry bones and we are calling on His name.

Life Application

As I read today, it came heavy on my heart to be praying for the leaders within our church. We are so crazy blessed with dedicated, solid, talented leaders – prayer warriors, passionate speakers and worshipers with their ears turned to God who exemplify the Christian walk. Let’s lift them up. Cover them. Bless them. God has cast a mighty vision over His people and over THIS church…so, of course, the enemy is eager to steal, kill and destroy that plan – whether through temptations or distraction or whatever else he may attempt. We know God is all powerful, but the human flesh is week. May we lift each other and all those on the “front lines” up.

God, thank you for your covering over your children. Thank you that you love us enough to call us out, set us apart, gift us, empower us…all for Your honor and Your glory. Put Your hedge of protection around us, rest Your hand upon us and help to reorient our focus to you as many times as it takes…so that Your will be done in the areas of influence where you’ve placed us.


In Your Name, I pray.


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1 Samuel 24:6-7
So he said to his men, “Far be it from me because of the Lord that I should do this thing to my lord, the Lord’s anointed, to stretch out my hand against him, since he is the Lord’s anointed.” David persuaded his men with these words and did not allow them to rise up against Saul. And Saul arose, left the cave, and went on his way.
Observation-What does it say?
Saul has been on a tirade for some time now. He has been pursuing David with the intention to kill him. During this pursuit, David is hiding in a cave with his closest companions, when Saul unwittingly walks in to “drop the kids off at the pool.” While Saul is indisposed, he is completely vulnerable to David. But David demonstrates his righteousness and submission to God’s will through humbly sparing the life of a ruler anointed by God. David was already anointed King, and would have been seen as justified if he decided to take the life of Saul. It would have been seen as his right as the future king. But, David was submitted to the king.
Understanding-What does it mean? 
I sat there having a conversation with my father-in-law about slow-pitch softball and some of my recent exploits where I nearly got kicked out of another game. That’s when he said, “The umpire is ALWAYS right.” As I presented my counter argument of, “what if he makes the wrong call?” He reaffirmed what he was saying, “The umpire is ALWAYS right.” It took me a little while to realize he wasn’t saying that the umpire never makes a bad call, but what is important in the game is submitting to the authority that the umpire holds. He was saying my attitude and character are more important than whether or not I was actually safe. My dad and my father-in-law are on two completely different ends of the spectrum when it comes to dealing with sports officials. During sports matches, my dad was more like John McEnroe. It was the worst when he was a coach. I watched this as a kid and started to develop my own attitude toward the officials, screaming and yelling when they made the wrong call… when I didn’t get my way. I started screaming and yelling at the guy who cut me off in traffic. I act this way because I feel like I am right, like I have justification and the right to do it. I act as though I am sovereign unto myself. If I were to take ques from David, I would see more clearly God as being king over creation and the one who places those in authority over me. I could learn to submit to God’s sovereignty in my life, and humbly give up “my rights” in favor of showing a Christ like love to others. Later in scripture, Paul tells us to pray for rulers, so that we may live quiet lives (1 Timothy 2:1-2). To the Philippians he writes,Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others” (2:3-4).
Life Application 
Jesus, help me to continually be filled with the Holy Spirit. Help me to invite him in everyday so that I can more closely resemble you. Remind me to be humble, and realize that I make some of the same mistakes that others do. Jesus, I want to live a quiet life. Guide our leaders, for you have placed them in their roles for your will to be completed.
 -Tyler Galloway

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1 Samuel 23

4 Once again David inquired of the Lord, and the Lord answered him, “Go down to Keilah, for I am going to give the Philistines into your hand.”

13 So David and his men, about six hundred in number, left Keilah and kept moving from place to place.

16 And Saul’s son Jonathan went to David at Horesh and helped him find strength in God.

Observation – What does it say?

David heard the Philistines were bullying Keilah, a city in the lowlands of Judah, and needed to be stopped. So David asked the Lord if he would give the Philistines into his hand, God said yes, and he did some major damage to the Philistines. They even left with the livestock (bbq items to celebrate the victory I guess). Soon after he gets word that Saul is coming for his life… again 🙁

Understanding – What does it mean?

Celebrate your victory, keep moving toward God’s promises, and surround yourself with godly people who believe God’s word for you!

Isn’t that so how it is! We have this incredible victory in our lives that God totally gave to us then the enemy is right there to let us know he’s still coming for us! I mean WhatTheHeck! I was victorious! I just did a 28 day fast with my church and the Holy Spirit came, amazing things were happening in my family, strongholds were broken and lives were changed and…here comes the enemy sending word that he’s got us on his radar and he’s coming for us 🙁  to top it off, the people in the city David just fought for, Keilah, were going to turn him over to Saul! ShakingMyHead…You do the right thing and still it seems you come out the loser.

But David kept moving,

It could have been so easy for him to stop,get down on himself, and let the enemy have his way but he kept moving in the direction of what the Lord had spoke over his life, to be king of Israel. And just when he needed it here comes Jonathan to lift up his Spirit! Yes, Thank you! I think God sent Jonathan to him.

1 Samuel 23:17 “Don’t be afraid,” he said. “My father Saul will not lay a hand on you. You will be king over Israel, and I will be second to you. Even my father Saul knows this.” 18 The two of them made a covenant before the Lord. Then Jonathan went home, but David remained at Horesh.

Jonathan, a loyal friend came to remind him of his future because God said it and no matter what…it was going to be so! He encouraged David to have faith, to stay strong, and to keep going.

Life Application – How can I apply this today?

We will have victories! We will be sought after by the enemy…BUT God has plans for us with a hope and a future, to prosper us and not to harm us!

We must keep moving toward His word and His promises. Keep reading our bible, keep cranking up that worship music, keep clinging to Him in the midst of adversity!

And… Here is where some of the best magic happens…Let ourselves be surrounded by the body of Christ. Let godly people that God has brought to us, (hint: DSC), speak life to us, encourage us, sharpen us, and remind us of God’s promises in our lives.

Father, thank you for the victories, be with us in our difficult times, strengthen us to keep moving toward your word for us, and direct us to build godly relationships where we can cheer each other on toward the prize and run the race together! In Jesus’s name Amen!

Psalm 77


Psalm 77: 11-12 (NIV)

11 I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago. 12 I will consider all your works and meditate on all your mighty deeds.


Even in times of trouble we must rejoice in the Lord, it is in these “tough times” that we must remember God’s sovereignty and plans for our life. Although life may be hard in the moment, God is still God.


God is with us always! Not only when times are good and we feel blessed, but in every aspect of our life.

Habakkuk 3: 17-18 (NIV) 17 Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, 18 yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior.

It can be super easy to focus on all the bad aspects of life and its difficulties, so much so that we forget all the good that God has done. Yet, God is constantly moving. A constant feeling of being bogged down or tired is exactly the tactic the enemy uses to isolate believers from the community. God has done too many good things to simply forget His sovereignty and promises. Save a blessing for a rainy day! Consider these, meditate on them! The offers hope for a new day, a fresh start, a way to move forward. Even though there is sorrow in the night, God is gracious enough to grant us joy in the morning. The trying times means that something better is on its way. Rejoice in the waiting and take this time to remember the blessing that God has poured out. His works and deeds are never-ending, the more we lean into this faster the tough times feel. The enemy will have no choice but to flee. We are not forsaken or forgotten ever!
Life Application

Rejoice in the waiting!

At DSC we stand by the idea that “the best is yet to come!” It’s one thing to say it, but it’s another to believe it. Push aside fears and anxieties of the tough times and lean into God’s goodness and faithfulness. He’s never failed and He has a plan and purpose in everything.

-Allison Khan